Chapter 2 – Mixed feelings


The weather was warm and relatively dry. Amanda was sitting on the sofa and watching videos on her mobile. She heard the sound of a bird chirping and looked out the window. ‘It’s a beautiful, sunny day,’ she thought and looked back at her mobile screen. She checked the time. It was 10:15 am. She opened a messaging app and reread some of Andy’s recent messages. Then, she swiped through the old messages and tapped on a message. She saw the attached picture, which Andy had made into an animation by combining a few pictures of her. She chuckled seeing the picture of her winking. Though he had sent the picture before two months, she liked the picture because it reminded her of the good times she had on Christmas with Andy. She sent the picture to her big brother Benny with a message: Did I send you this picture?

She waited a few minutes for a reply. When she didn’t get a reply, she kept her mobile on the table and looked at the TV. The morning show was still going on. She missed Andy and smirked. He had left one week after New Year’s Day. Though her family took good care of her, she wished he had been with her during her pregnancy. She lifted her t-shirt and gently caressed her baby bump, which had started to show. She moved her hands up and cupped her breasts. Her breasts felt bigger than the previous day. A bit surprised, she looked at her breasts. Her breasts had indeed become bigger, and her areola had become darker and larger. She gently squeezed her breasts and realised they had become tender as her body was preparing for breastfeeding while she was only three months pregnant. She was excited about becoming a mom soon.

Her mobile buzzed. She took it and unlocked it. She saw the message from Benny and opened it. His message read: No. You didn’t send me this pic. You look very good in a saree. You should wear a saree more often.

She replied: Okay.

He replied: Can I come today at 6?

She replied: Sure.

He replied: See you later.

She replied: See you.

She put off the TV and went to the bedroom. She undressed and stood in front of the mirror fully naked. She caressed her baby bump and smiled. She went to the wardrobe and took clean undergarments. She wore a bra and undie. Then she took a skirt and slipped into it. She took a t-shirt and put it on. She went to the mirror and looked at her reflection. The short-sleeve, V-neck white t-shirt was loose, but it was not enough to fully conceal the large size of her breasts and baby bump. The white t-shirt complemented the A-line, navy blue midi skirt, which featured pink and white floral patterns. The skirt hugged her small waist and gracefully flared out on her wide hips, plump buttocks and thighs, ending just an inch below her knees.

Happy with her look, she touched up her makeup, put on a pair of mid-heel sandals, took her handbag and left the room. She locked the front door and went to the car park. She got in her car and drove off.

The traffic was moderate as she drove to her mom’s house. She wondered if her younger brother Bobby would be home. She hoped he wouldn’t cross the line with her. She had been trying to help him get over his breakup with his girlfriend, but he had been showing signs of rebounding to her. Worried about him, she continued driving.

She drove for thirty minutes and finally reached her mom’s place. She parked on the side of the street and got out of the car. She went to the house and rang the doorbell. The door opened, and she saw Bobby. He grinned and said, “Hi, Mandy!”

“Hi!” Amanda said, stepping into the house. “How are you, Bobby?” she asked.

Bobby smirked and said, “Not too bad, sis.”

Amanda looked around the living room and asked, “Where’s Mom?”

“She’s in her room,” Bobby said.

Amanda went to her mom’s room, pushed the door open and looked into the room. She couldn’t see her mom, so she looked at the door of the attached bathroom. The door was closed. She left her mom’s room and went out to the living room. She saw Bobby and said, “She’s in the bathroom.”

Bobby came closer to her, put his arms around her and hugged her. She looked into his eyes, feeling comfortable in his arms, like she felt in Andy’s arms and Benny’s arms. Though Bobby was her younger brother, he was well-built and tall like her elder brother Benny. She liked him, but at that moment when he tried to kiss her lips, she moved back and said, “No, Bobby.”

“What happened?” Bobby asked, surprised.

“You should find a new girlfriend. You can’t rebound to me and get too attached to me,” she said.

“I just wanted to kiss you. I didn’t try to rape you,” Bobby said, hugging her tighter, pressing his chest against her soft breasts.

“Bobby. One thing will lead to another,” she said. “You should stop kissing and groping me. Find a girl and get married.”

“Mandy,” Bobby said in a low, hushed voice. “You are so beautiful. Let me just do it once.”

“Not going to happen,” Amanda said with a determined look on her face.

He looked disappointed and said, “It’s not fair, Mandy. You let Benny have a good time with you.”

“No! I don’t! He just likes teasing me. You know how he is!” Amanda said defensively.

Bobby was about to respond when they heard a sound in their mom’s room. Bobby freed her from his arms and stepped back. Amanda went to her mom’s room. She saw her mom, greeted her and chatted with her.

That afternoon, Amanda had lunch with her mom and Bobby. She then spent some time with them in the living room and left at 2:30pm.

She drove through the busy traffic and reached the apartment at 3:10 pm. She parked the car and went to her flat. She undressed and went to the bathroom. She used the toilet, washed her face and came out. She wore shorts and a T-shirt. She took her mobile phone and lay on the bed checking the messages. After ten minutes, she kept her mobile on the bed and closed her eyes.

She woke up hearing a loud honking sound from the street below. She took her mobile and checked the time. She was surprised she had slept for more than an hour. She slowly got down from the bed and went to the mirror. She adjusted her hair, thinking about Benny and feeling excited to meet him. She decided to surprise him by wearing a saree and removed her clothes. She went to the bathroom for a shower.

After a shower, she dried her body with a towel and came out of the bathroom, drying her hair. She went to the dressing table and dried her hair with a hairdryer. Then she went to the closet and chose clothes to wear. She wore clean undergarments, a petticoat, a blouse and a green floral saree which had red, yellow and light blue flower patterns. The saree flowed over her curvy figure, emphasising her feminine beauty.

Amanda liked how she looked in the saree. She put on bangles, applied little powder to her face and kept a bindi on her forehead. She took her phone and went to the kitchen feeling beautiful and refreshed. She made tea and went to the living room with a cup of tea and biscuits. She turned on the TV and sat on the sofa. She sipped tea and ate biscuits, watching TV as she waited for Benny.

Fifteen minutes later, she checked the time on her phone. It was 5:40 pm. Feeling a little impatient to meet Benny, she got up, took her cup and plate to the kitchen, washed them, and put them on the rack. Just then, the doorbell rang. She quickly dried her hands, went to the front door, looked through the peephole, and saw Benny. Excited, she opened the door smiling and said, “Hi, Ben! You are early!”

“Wow! You look hot!” Benny said, entering the house.

Amanda smiled and closed the door.

Benny waited for Amanda to turn around and said, “Andy is a lucky guy.”

Amanda chuckled and said, “You are also lucky. You are married to his beautiful sister.”

“I would have been lucky if I could have married my beautiful sister,” Benny said and looked at her with admiration.

Amanda laughed, walking with him to the sofas. Benny kept his laptop bag on the table and turned to face her. He moved closer and gripped the sides of her waist. She shivered, feeling his hand on the left side of her waist which was not covered by her saree. He planted a kiss on her forehead, then on the tip of her nose and finally on her lips. She smiled, touched by her brother’s loving kisses.

“I should’ve married you,” Benny said, looking into her eyes.

She smiled and said, “Yeah. We could have married and had inbred, monstrous-looking children.”

They laughed, holding each other.

Amanda stopped laughing and asked, “Do you want a drink or snacks?”

“Hmm…I’ll have cold water,” Benny said.

Amanda took a step back, and Benny freed her from his arms. She turned around and walked towards the kitchen. Benny admired her back as she walked. Her heavy bottom looked beautiful covered in a saree. The cheeks of her buttocks bounced one after the other as she moved gracefully.

After she went into the kitchen, Benny sat on the sofa. He unbuttoned the first two buttons of his shirt and stretched his legs. As she returned, he looked at her. She smiled seeing him looking at her bouncing breasts. She went closer to him and gave him a glass of cold water. He took the glass, drank and kept the glass on the table.

“Tired?” she asked.

“Not too tired. Just stress at work,” Benny said and closed his eyes for a moment.

When he opened his eyes, Amanda smiled and said, “I can help you relax.”

Benny knew what she meant. He smiled and said, “That’s exactly what I need right now.”

Amanda chuckled and said, “Remove your clothes.”

Benny quickly removed his shoes, stood and began removing his trousers. Amanda watched him till he was fully naked and moved closer to him. She touched his balls and the semi-hard penis. She gently squeezed them affectionately. She felt his penis grow in her hand and looked at him. He planted a kiss on her forehead and asked, “Are you going to suck it?”

“Patience, bro,” Amanda joked and smiled.

Benny smiled and planted a kiss on her lips. She let go of his genitals, lifted her saree above her knees and knelt on the carpet in front of him. He pumped his hard cock into his hand a few times and moved closer to her. She kissed the pink head of his cock and opened her mouth. He pushed the cockhead into her mouth. She sucked the cockhead first, eager to taste his pre-cum. When she was rewarded with drops of the familiar juice, her tongue swirled lovingly over his pisshole, probing into the slit, drawing out more fresh juice. She swallowed the juice till her craving for pre-cum subdued. Then, she moved her head forward slowly, letting his cock glide into her mouth. She took every inch of his throbbing cock until her nose was buried in his cockbush. Her mouth was full of cock meat, and she loved it. She moved her head back, with her inner cheeks sucking in on his cock shaft. His cock glided out till only his cockhead was in her mouth. Then she moved her head forward again, taking in every inch of his cock. Fresh juice dripped from his pisshole into the back of her mouth. She swallowed and looked up at Benny. He smiled and nodded, confirming she was doing the right thing.

Encouraged by her big brother’s approval, Amanda sucked his cock, moving her head back and forth again and again. Her cunt pulsated and became hot and wet. Her clitoris tingled and palpitated. She thought she would come just tasting his precious cock.

Amanda sucked Benny’s cock with so much enthusiasm that Benny thought he would come in her mouth. He touched the back of her head and stopped her. She gasped for air when he pulled out of her mouth. She stood up to face him. He pulled her to him and kissed her, thankfully. He cupped her breasts and felt her stiff, swollen nipples poke through her clothing.

“Your breasts have become bigger,” Benny said, gently squeezing her breasts.

“I think my body is preparing for breastfeeding,” Amanda said and began to unhook the hooks of her blouse.

“I’d love to taste your milk when you are ready to breastfeed,” Benny said and smiled.

Amanda removed her blouse and kept it on the table. She looked into his eyes and said, “Rita told me she has breastfed you.” She smiled and asked, “Does her milk taste good?”

Benny laughed and said, “Yeah. She tastes good, but I am sure you’ll taste better.”

Amanda laughed, removing her bra. She kept her bra on the tea table and looked at him, revealing her swollen breasts.

“Wow! They look beautiful,” Benny said and lowered his head to suck her breasts.

Benny sucked her left breast first, circling her nipple with the tip of his tongue, then he moved to her right breast.

After sucking till he was satisfied, he turned her around so that her back was towards him. He pressed her back against him and lifted her saree and petticoat. He moved his arms in front of her and his hands reached down to feel her soft inner thighs. His right hand slipped into her undies, his fingers touched her pussy lips and massaged her clit. In slow circles Benny’s fingers made Amanda wetter than before. Feeling her wetness, Benny decided it was time to penetrate her. He pulled his hand out of her undies and pulled her undie down to her knees. She pushed it down to her feet and removed it from her feet. Benny turned her around and gently pushed her to the sofa. She lifted her saree and petticoat and climbed the sofa. Kneeling on the sofa, she spread her legs and exposed her bottom to her big brother.

Benny had seen his sister’s well-shaped, big bottom many times and fucked her, but every time he saw her bottom, he realised how special she was compared to other women he had fucked. Feeling jealous of his brother-in-law Andy, he positioned himself behind his beautiful sister, pumping his rock-hard cock in his hand. Then, holding his cockshaft, he placed the tip of his cock in the slit of her pussy and pushed in slowly. The inner walls of her pussy squeezed around his thick cock, eager to feel him. Benny’s cock filled Amanda’s pussy, and his crotch pressed hard against her soft and firm ass cheeks. Benny held the sides of her slender waist, pulled half his cock out and pushed it back into her pussy. Then he began fucking her. His strokes were slow at first, then he began pounding into her faster. Every time he shoved his cock into her cunt, his crotch banged against her thick buttocks, making her fat ass shake on impact. The sounds of their skin smacking against each other filled the room along with Amanda’s pleasurable moans. Benny fucked Amanda impatiently. He couldn’t believe how tight she was. The faster he fucked her, the louder she moaned with pleasure. Her cunt squeezed tighter and tighter around his cock as pleasure rose higher and higher. Her head throbbed, her body pulsed and she was a little afraid she might feel the explosion at any time. Benny fucked her faster, eager to satisfy his little sister.

“Oh…Benny!” Amanda moaned, and suddenly the pleasure exploded through her entire body. She shuddered; her clit and spine tingled, which made her laugh with joy.

As Amanda orgasmed, Benny fucked her till he could no longer hold back. He ejaculated inside her pussy. Her vagina filled with their juices, and their aroma permeated the entire room.

Benny gripped her slim waist and pressed his crotch against her fat bottom as he ejaculated deep inside her cunt till he emptied his balls. Then he pulled his spent cock out, bent forward and planted a few kisses on both her ass cheeks, thankfully. Satisfied, he went to the bathroom to wash.

Amanda got down from the sofa and wore her blouse and bra. She went to her bedroom and stood in front of the mirror. The pleats and pallu of her saree looked a bit out of place. She adjusted the saree till it looked neat again. When she went to the living room, Benny was putting on his clothes.

“Are you in a hurry?” Amanda asked.

“I forgot to tell you we are going out for dinner,” Benny said and asked, “Do you want to join us?”

“No, Benny,” Amanda answered. “I don’t want to ruin your quality time with your family.”

“Okay,” Benny said, tucking his shirt inside his trousers.

“Benny, I forgot to tell you I had a chat with Rita last week,” Amanda said. “She told me you didn’t have sex with her for two months.”

Benny laughed and asked, “Do you girls talk about everything?”

“You know we do, Benny. We are not just sisters-in-law. We are best friends,” Amanda reminded him.

“Maybe I should have a threesome with both of you,” Benny suggested, laughing.

“Actually, a threesome is not a bad idea,” Amanda said. “If you are losing interest in her, having threesome could help you reignite your sex life with her.”

“Sounds exciting. Do you think she’ll agree?” Benny asked, wondering why he hadn’t thought about it before.

“I am sure she will,” Amanda said, confidently.

“Sounds great. Talk with her and let me know when she’s ready for a threesome,” Benny said and came close to her.

“I will, Benny,” Amanda said.

Benny kissed Amanda’s lips and said, “See you soon.”

“See you, Benny.  Have a good time with your family,” Amanda said and walked with him to the door.

After Benny left, Amanda went to the kitchen. She took a glass of orange juice and went to the living room. She turned the TV on, sat on the sofa and crossed her legs. She felt sticky between her inner thighs and realised she had forgotten to wear her undie. She told herself she should wash soon and thought about Benny’s habit of visiting her once a week to have sex with her. She wondered why he has not been having sex with Rita. She thought Rita must be feeling sexually deprived and felt sorry for her. Thinking about sexual deprivation reminded her of Bobby. She felt sorry for him and wondered if she should just let him have sex with her because he seemed very sexually deprived after breaking up with his girlfriend. The thought of having sex with Bobby excited her, but she didn’t want him to get too attached to her and stop looking for a new girlfriend. Even though she had mixed feelings about having sex with Bobby, she couldn’t stop thinking how Bobby’s cock would feel inside her.

After thinking about Bobby seriously, Amanda got over her mixed feelings and decided to help her younger brother.